When I Leave When I leave,When I Leave by ~devilhooker666
I'll try to convince myself it was for my own good.
I'll try to prove that I needed to be away,
That this is how it was supposed to be.
When I leave,
You'll know the absolute truth;
That all I really wanted was for you to hurt.
I wanted you to cry to yourself over your loss.
When I leave,
There will be no coming back;
We both know this, and yet you try.
But your broken heart won't fix a thing.
When I leave,
We'll see how much we really meant to each other.
I like to think we meant a lot,
But in a short time we'll both understand.
When I leave,
It'll be a long walk.
And Then the World I was so sure of my footing,And Then the World by ~devilhooker666
I knew my place in the world.
Everything made sense,
And it was all right.
But now everything's caved in.
The big open space of freedom I once took for granted
Has been pulled out from under me
And I miss it so desperately.
Where are the things that are supposed to go right?
Everything is supposed to have worked out for me;
It's now or never, right?
But my courage has been replaced by sorrow.
Where I once would have gladly stepped up to the plate
I now feebly back away.
I don't want to do anything for myself,
And the dependence on others scares me.
The tears welling in my eyes,
Threatening so hard
Blinking Yellow Light Right foot first,Blinking Yellow Light by ~devilhooker666
Followed by the left.
Forward. Move forward.
Don't just stand there,
Don't pretend you don't wanna move.
Stop making me be aggressive,
My style was always passive.
As if you don't want something to happen.
Don't start what you can't finish.
Arch your finger in a different direction
If the light's only gonna change red.
There's only one way for me to be sure.
You never have to worry about
A blinking yellow light.
It's always go with them.
But you've got the red, yellow, and green down to an art.
And me, I'm the blinking yellow light
Waiting for your green to move closer.
So Much More Up becomes downSo Much More by ~devilhooker666
And left becomes right;
Good becomes bad
And you become mine.
It's all happened before,
You're not the first to
Make my heart skip a beat.
But it wasn't the same.
It started with a simple thud,
A quick murmur;
It slowly changed.
The gentle thud became an incessant groan,
A groan to a racing pulse,
And a racing pulse to a missed heart beat.
My blood pumps wrong,
And I can't catch my breath.
But you were like all the others,
Your sweet smell and glorious smile.
No, you weren't the same,
Since the first day you've been
So much more.
Happy early vday my dear, may you gets lots of love and lots of chocolate!!!
Sta.sh
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